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After​-​Effect

by Nikol

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1.
I’m alone with these Screaming ghosts They creep through the shadows, yeah Find me when I’m lost and Lost and feed And tell me what I can’t be, I can’t be ahhhh And tell me what I can’t be, I can’t be You’re among lying bones Glowing eyes and teeth They’ll salt your wounds and leave the truth untold You have to let them go Losing life, they tear you down Hold you back and spin you ‘round You’re losing time, you’ve lost yourself You have to let them go You have to let them go I see their silhouettes on the walls My brain does pirouettes ‘til I fall Let them drag my skin and bones Through the rain Afraid I think I’m starting to decay Ahhhh Afraid I think I’m starting to decay You’re among lying bones Glowing eyes and teeth They’ll salt your wounds and leave the truth untold You have to let them go Losing life, they tear you down Hold you back and spin you ‘round You’re losing time you’ve lost yourself You have to let them go I wanna hold on, hold on, hold on I can’t just let go, let go, let go I’ll learn to be honest on my own Woah, woah With fingers crossed Behind my back Woah, woah Hold on, hold on, hold on… You’re among lying bones Glowing eyes and teeth They’ll salt your wounds and leave the truth untold You have to let them go Losing life, they tear you down Hold you back and spin you ‘round You’re losing time you’ve lost yourself You have to let them go I wanna hold on, hold on, hold on I can’t just let go, let go, woah woah I’ll learn to be honest on my own Let it go…
2.
You've really dropped the ball on this one You've really lost it now Made rivals out of everyone Just try to block it out Houston, we have a problem The engine light is blinking Slowly, emphatically, dying… So you turn up the bass Pretend it's not happening Surely, you hear it though Threatening in the back of your mind You're in denial, All walls are up You think you're in too far Just let yourself fall, face the facts Stop running scared, turn back Your arms hold nothing, empty You've nothing to your name You gave up without trying There's no one left to blame Houston, we have a problem The engine light is blinking Slowly, emphatically, dying… So you turn up the bass Pretend it's not happening Surely, you hear it though Threatening in the back of your mind Houston, we have a problem The engine light is blinking Houston, we have a problem The engine light is blinking Houston, we have a problem The engine light is blinking Slowly, emphatically, dying… So you turn up the bass Pretend it's not happening Surely, you hear it though Threatening in the back of your mind
3.
I've never questioned I'm enough To get through the hardest days I just wonder when you gave up We'd made it through so much I find myself in a hollow place Where emptiness and sorrow wait Monotone you have become And slowly drowned me out Silently I've been screaming Just tell me that you're done I find myself in a hollow place Where emptiness and sorrow wait Loneliness in creeping in Through the cracks you've broken My worth to you is wavering And I hardly like the feeling You treat me so unfairly In this corner I won't stay I find myself in a hollow place Where emptiness and sorrow wait Loneliness in creeping in Through the cracks you've broken
4.
Always knew what she wanted Dreaming up her fairytale Prince charming to the rescue Coming from so far to fetch you Up he climbs the castle wall In through her window he'd crawl One kiss and she's his, Happily ever after Her dream became a nightmare Just the wait alone brought too much to bear Built up how she had to have it all But nothing ever goes right Up and down again she falls Instantly in love, she fell This is how she always dreamed it Smothered him, so away he rode Into the sunset, alone Now again, so let down She could never understand How every time she met a guy He would leave her stranded Her dream became a nightmare Just the wait alone brought too much to bear Built up how she had to have it all But nothing ever goes right Up and down again she falls
5.
I’m alone with these Screaming ghosts They creep through the shadows, yeah Find me when I’m lost and Lost and feed And tell me what I can’t be, I can’t be ahhhh And tell me what I can’t be, I can’t be You’re among lying bones Glowing eyes and teeth They’ll salt your wounds and leave the truth untold You have to let them go Losing life, they tear you down Hold you back and spin you ‘round You’re losing time, you’ve lost yourself You have to let them go You have to let them go I see their silhouettes on the walls My brain does pirouettes ‘til I fall Let them drag my skin and bones Through the rain Afraid I think I’m starting to decay Ahhhh Afraid I think I’m starting to decay You’re among lying bones Glowing eyes and teeth They’ll salt your wounds and leave the truth untold You have to let them go Losing life, they tear you down Hold you back and spin you ‘round You’re losing time you’ve lost yourself You have to let them go I wanna hold on, hold on, hold on I can’t just let go, let go, let go I’ll learn to be honest on my own Woah, woah With fingers crossed Behind my back Woah, woah Hold on, hold on, hold on… You’re among lying bones Glowing eyes and teeth They’ll salt your wounds and leave the truth untold You have to let them go Losing life, they tear you down Hold you back and spin you ‘round You’re losing time you’ve lost yourself You have to let them go I wanna hold on, hold on, hold on I can’t just let go, let go, woah woah I’ll learn to be honest on my own Let it go…
6.
Before you write me off Allow me to introduce you To what you thought you knew Thought you found my dark side Well let me shed a little light Your arrogance is vile Transparent, you can’t hide You’ve run out of time Cornering the fire Warning before the riot Judging what you think you see Watching you watching me Blinded in your mind I’m not who you’re making me You’re invited to invade Pull the ring on your grenade Let’s see how far you get, Let’s see how fast you fade out Let’s see how fast you fade out You should sleep with one eye open Branding scars on the unarmed Your ignorance is unharmed Don’t act alarmed I’m broken Judging what you think you see Watching you watching me Blinded in your mind I’m not who you’re making me You’re invited to invade Pull the ring on your grenade Let’s see how far you get, Let’s see how fast you fade out You’ve lost control You keep on runnin’ and runnin’, You keep on runnin’ All alone It’s all unfolding, unfolding, It’s all unfolding, unfolding Your end is coming soon Cornering the fire Warning before the riot Smiling through these fears Why are you still here Judging what you think you see Watching you watching me Blinded in your mind ^I’m not who you’re making me You’re invited to invade Pull the ring on your grenade Let’s see how far you get, Let’s see how fast you fade out

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released May 7, 2020

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